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- The Drum Singers
11
The enemy planes had not been over Chungking for a week. Many refugees were going back to the capital. They could find nowhere to live in South Warm Springs and other villages, and food was scarce. Chungking was home to them. Was it not better to go back and take the chance of being killed by a bomb than to stay in this village and starve to death?
Pao Ching decided to stay on. He made his decision after careful deliberation. The rebuilding of his precious theater was the deciding factor. The laborers in the city were all occupied building air_raid shelters and repairing government offices. However much he would be willing to pay, neither he nor the owner of the theater would be able to hire any workmen. Then again, he feared the air raids might be resumed. It required only an occasional raid; and there would be no business for a theater. Better to make shift in this little town, even if the take was low. He had only his own family and the Tangs to consider; surely he could manage to support them all.
South Warm Springs, surrounded by its green hills, should have been a haven of peace, but Pao Ching found that there was as much to worry about in a small town as in a large city. This community was so small and compact that everyone knew each other, and most of the people had nothing better to do than to gossip.
Whenever Lotus Charm went out the villagers stared at her and passed remarks. But there was rarely criticism because Lotus Charm and Phoenix Girl, who usually went bathing together, always dressed modestly and behaved with scrupulous good taste. They were novelties to the people of South Warm Springs, and so they attracted attention. But when Jeweled Lute went out with them, the older folk would hiss and whistle, and the young men would follow them passing offensive remarks.
Pao Ching worried about this. He knew his own daughters were safe when they walked by themselves, but when they appeared with Jeweled Lute the whole town took them for street walkers.
Lotus Charm came back from one outing flushed and angry. “Why do they torment me when I go out with her?" she demanded. “What's the difference?She's a girl like me."
Pao Ching didn't want to be blunt. “Go out with her as little as you can."
“But she asks me — she always wants to go out."
“Then don't go," he answered and walked away. Why couldn't he tell her about Jeweled Lute?He wanted to explain the difference between the Fangs and the Tang family, but it all concerned Jeweled Lute's relations with men, and he found this impossible to discuss. He was afraid. He might say the wrong thing and stimulate Lotus Charm's curiosity; she might go out and experiment herself, and get into trouble.
Lotus Charm was puzzled and irritated by her father's reticence. She was half afraid of Jeweled Lute, but at the same time she wanted to find out why the girl was different, why she attracted so much attention in the streets.
One day she and Jeweled Lute were strolling beside a tiny brook which ran through the town. They had reached the outskirts of South Warm Springs where the brook became wider. Ahead were great masses of hills, down which little streams plunged in feathery white cascades. And between them and the hills were green forests, in bright contrast with the clear sky. The scene looked more like a painting than a real landscape. Lotus Charm was entranced. With little cries of joy she walked faster, as if she wanted to run to the foot of the distant hills.
Suddenly they came upon a man sitting on a large rock beside the stream. Jeweled Lute went over to him and greeted him warmly. Lotus Charm stopped, wondering what to do. Obviously Jeweled Lute had an appointment. Lotus Charm did not want to walk on alone, so she sat on the riverbank a little distance from where they were talking, and watched the fish darting to and fro in the clear water. She felt embarrassed. But how interesting the fish were. Some were little more than an inch long, with eyes like pearls. She was fascinated.
Presently she was aware that Jeweled Lute was at her elbow. “Lotus Charm," she said with a slight snicker, “how would you like to go with this man?He is a nice fellow, and rich. He wants you, and he'll give you anything you ask."
Lotus Charm got up as if she had been stabbed. She did not know why, but deep inside her rose the feeling that she was being insulted. She blushed, and then turned white. She wanted to talk but there were no words. She held her head high, resting her eyes on the lovely green hills, but fascinated, they went back to Jeweled Lute.
Then she turned and ran. After a while she slowed her pace down to a walk, her little braids flapping on each side of her neck. Impatiently she grabbed them and held them, kept walking, not looking back, not hesitating till she reached the hotel.
She went straight to bed. There she lay half awake pondering the incident. Why had Jeweled Lute asked her to go with that man?What was love, that it could earn a girl money?Recently in South Warm Springs she had seen young men and girls, walking in the countryside very close together, sitting on the grass holding hands. That seemed all right. She admired them, but to her they were people from a different world. They were entitled to such freedom. She was a mere entertainer, they were respectable students. The men students, she decided, would never ask her to walk with them because she was not a student. But what about this man Jeweled Lute had wanted her to go with?
What exactly did the man want?What would he pay for?She supposed he wanted to touch her as the man in Chungking had touched Jeweled Lute. One thing was quite clear to her:she was a humble person. She had better recognize that and be resigned. She was like a chair or a table, which could be bought and sold.
She remembered how her mother said sometimes after she had a drink, “You can do as you like, but one day I'll sell you to some rich man." Why did her mother want to sell her?Did Mrs. Fang want to sell her because she didn't earn enough money for the family?Perhaps it was because Mrs. Fang was not her real mother. Real parents wouldn't sell their daughter. But where were her parents?How had the Fangs bought her?She began to weep softly.
She did not want to tell Pao Ching what had happened. But perhaps it would be best to ask him outright if he was going to sell her. He had said so many times that he wanted to find her a good husband. Was there a difference between finding a husband and selling her?Something her mother said so often flamed in her mind like a sign in electric bulbs:“You little bitch. You're not worth a cent apart from your bottom." And that was what a girl gave away whether she was married or sold.
For days she brooded. Her face changed. Furrows appeared on her young brow. Pao Ching noticed something was wrong, but whenever he asked her she gave him a bright short smile, and said she was quite well.
She had decided she could not tell him her troubles. He was her father, and he would not understand. Her unhappiness was her own. From now on, she must be grown_up and independent. She would tell her father nothing more. She stood up and walked over to the mirror. She was growing. She smiled as she raised herself on the balls of her feet. Yes, she was a woman now, and she must understand the relations between man and woman, even if she had to find out for herself.
Pao Ching was so worried over the change in Lotus Charm that he told his troubles to his wife, who had been sober for several days. “Of course," she commented. “Didn't you know, a girl changes all the time."
“But she's so different; as if she has all the troubles in the world."
Mrs. Fang made a face as if she didn't want to talk about the subject any more, but he went on. “I wish you would show her a little kindness, and help her."
“And when am I not kind to her?" snapped Mrs. Fang.
Pao Ching left her then. He did not want to start a row, and his wife never remembered all the unpleasant things she said to Lotus Charm when she was drunk.
One day Mrs. Fang came rolling in to talk to Pao Ching. “You know what I think?" she cried. “Lotus Charm wants a man. She's grown_up now, and when a girl gets that way anything can happen to her, unless she gets a man. She needs one badly — I know, I was a girl once."
Pao Ching looked shocked. “I tell you she's only fifteen," he said, and he made himself smile. “And she's not a bad girl. She doesn't know anything."
Mrs. Fang pointed her finger at her husband's nose. “Silly, if we want to make some money for our old age, we should sell her to a rich man. We could get at least ten thousand dollars. If you don't want to do that, then let her stay here and earn money singing, but get her a man or there will be trouble." Pao Ching was disgusted. He walked out.
A few days later Pao Ching had a visitor, a tall handsome man in smartly cut civilian clothes. He introduced himself as Sergeant Tao. There was a pistol in his belt. He bowed courteously, and said he had business with Pao Ching.
They went to a tea house to talk, Pao Ching wondering what the young man wanted and feeling inwardly that this business might be distasteful.
Sergeant Tao sipped his tea and smiled. “I am a northerner like you," he said, “so we are brothers." His smile was bland. Pao Ching replied by ordering some food, his way of showing courtesy to a fellow northerner. Over the dishes they talked of their homeland. All the time Pao Ching was wondering what the sergeant had at the back of his mind.
Finally the bland smile on Sergeant Tao's face faded a trifle. His big black eyes fixed Pao Ching. His mouth spread in a little grin of triumph. “Big Boss Fang," he announced, “I work for Commander Wang."
Pao Ching showed no sign of the perturbation that was inside him. Without raising an eyelid he asked casually, “Which Commander Wang?There are so many."
The sergeant looked unhappy. Obviously he thought everyone knew his lord and master. “He was a commander about twenty years back," he explained. “Now he's the big man in this town. He lives in a mansion over there." His hand pointed to the hills. “It's a magnificent place. You should walk out and see it."
“Indeed I will."
Sergeant Tao smiled. “The commander heard you sing the other night."
“Really, I am sorry I did not recognize him and pay him my personal compliments. But I am a stranger here, and my eyesight is not good."
“He's very informal. He likes to go out without any ceremony. The richer he gets the more informal he is. He's that kind of man." The sergeant put his elbow on the table, and he thrust his plump sleek face over to Pao Ching. “Big Boss Fang," he whispered, “the commander likes your Lotus Charm."
Pao Ching's smile froze for a second, as Sergeant Tao continued. “He sent me here to discuss terms with you."
Pao Ching coughed. The sergeant took that as a sign that he was going to hold out for a good price. “He has money, and he likes to spend it. He'll take care of you, and her. He's a kind_hearted man. Make no mistake about that."
Pao Ching's face became a shade paler, but he contrived a smile. “My dear sergeant," he said casually, but with a hint of authority, “don't you know that it is illegal to buy and sell human beings these days?"
“Who wants to buy her?Commander Wang wants to marry her. He'll treat you right, of course. If you want a house, some property or a loan that doesn't have to be paid back, he'll see that you get it. But it will be a proper marriage. No buying or selling — a marriage to a distinguished person."
Pao Ching made it obvious that he was unimpressed. With a vestige of a smile he remarked, “Did you say he was a commander twenty years ago?"
“Sure I did. He's only fifty_five now, very healthy, and strong as a lion."
“Just about fifteen years older than I am." Pao Ching's tone was sarcastic.
The sergeant laughed confidently. “If people only knew what love and care an older man can give to a girl. Don't you realize that, my fellow northerner?It's good for both of them."
“How many concubines does he have?" inquired Pao Ching.
“Only five. And he always gives most attention to the latest and youngest."
Pao Ching reddened then. He was furious. With an effort he managed to control himself. He had traveled widely, meeting all kinds of people, and had learned to keep calm. He sipped his tea, aware that his hand was shaking.
“My dear fellow northerner," he said in a benign authoritative voice, “you are making a mistake. I am not a typical entertainer, and I don't do what other show people do. Lotus Charm has been making money for the family many years now. I treat her as my own child, to reply her and my own conscience. I don't want to make money out of her in the way you suggest. Now you are an intelligent fellow, and a northerner like myself, so you should understand. Please make that clear to your commander."
Sergeant Tao's face was set rigid. His mouth snapped as he said, “But Mrs. Fang said she agreed. She also quoted me a price."
“Really, and when did you discuss this with her?"
“Yesterday. I called when you were out."
“Was she drunk?"
“I wouldn't say that about any lady."
“Then be assured that whatever she told you, was when she was in her cups. Drunken words have no value."
Pao Ching spoke sternly. He stared thoughtfully into space. The sergeant interrupted. “Drunken words or no drunken words, what shall I tell the commander?"
“I suggest, my dear fellow northerner, that you give me time to discuss the matter with my wife. One day or so. Then I shall give you a formal reply." Pao Ching bowed. “May I engage a litter for you."
“Thanks, no. My own is waiting. Commander Wang treats me right."
Pao Ching gripped the sergeant's limp fat hand. “My dear fellow northerner," he murmured courteously, and forgot what he had intended to say.
Sergeant Tao bowed and stood up. “I'll see you tomorrow and be sure I won't make trouble for you. I have to do my duty."
“That, I understand. A soldier has his duty."
The sergeant lowered his voice. “Please remember, Commander Wang has power, so be careful. I don't want to scare you, but after all, we are fellow countrymen, so I should tell you certain things."
“Thank you, fellow countryman, your kindness is deeply appreciated."
After Sergeant Tao had gone Pao Ching sat down at the table again, lost in thought. His first impulse was to go home and give Mrs. Fang a severe beating. She deserved it. But what good would come of that?It would only make her worse. He got up, and walked out of town along the brook. He walked fast, his eyes down, his hand clasped tightly behind him. Losing one's temper was no good. A man lost face when he quarreled with his wife.
For half an hour he walked. Here was serious trouble. This Commander Wang was the big man of the district. He was powerful. If he didn't get Lotus Charm, he might take vengeance on the family. Pao Ching shuddered. He was at the mercy of a tyrant. Wang had only to dispatch one of his hired killers and then he would no longer be alive to protect his family.
He turned back. At the hotel door, he made his decision. He went to find Useless Fang, sitting in the yard contemplating the sky. They both went to the bank of the stream and sat under a weeping willow tree.