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- The Drum Singers
12
Useless Fang listened to Pao Ching's story without a word. When Pao Ching had finished, he stood up and started to walk away.
“Where are you going, elder brother?" asked Pao Ching, pulling on his brother's sleeve. Useless Fang turned and looked at him. His eyes were hard and resolute, his lips trembling. He spoke finally.
“This is my affair. Small and trivial things I do not worry about. You are incapable of handling big matters, but I can. I am going to see this Commander Wang, and tell him what I think of people like him. He needs to be told that we are living in the Republic of China, that the day is past when human beings can be sold like slaves." Useless Fang snapped his fingers. “A commander, he calls himself. Bah!Commanders are a dime a dozen." He paused and his thin face reddened. “To think of selling a lovely young girl like Lotus Charm to an old man past fifty. How repulsive!"
Pao Ching laid his hand on his brother's shoulder. “Please lower your voice," he urged. “Someone might hear — a friend of Wang. Let us sit down again and discuss the matter quietly."
Useless Fang sat down. “She has made so much money for us all," he protested. “We must not sell her. No, no!"
“I haven't said I want to do such a thing," countered Pao Ching. “I merely told you the facts."
Useless Fang did not seem to have heard. “Go ahead. Talk. Say all you want. I cannot beat your wife, but as your elder brother I have the right to beat you. Think twice before you agree with that wife of yours."
“Do you think I would even discuss the matter with you if I agreed with her?" Pao Ching was indignant. “I am determined not to give in."
“That's fine. You speak like my real brother and I am proud of you. We must remember our parents were worthy and we must follow their example. It is no disgrace for you to earn your living as an entertainer, but we should not be men if we agreed to sell a human being like a slave."
For a while both were silent, brooding. Presently Pao Ching spoke his fears. “Elder brother," he said, “do you realize that even if we went back to Chungking, we would not be out of reach of that man Wang. Fifteen miles is nothing in these days of the motor car."
“How do you know he has a car?"
“I don't, but he is a war lord. If we go back to Chungking, he might order the local gangsters and thugs to make things unpleasant for us. Of course the national government is there, but they cannot bother to suppress the local war lords, so they have settled with them, and that means this Wang can do as he pleases. We shall get no protection."
“So you are going to give him Lotus Charm?" Useless Fang's eyes were full of reproach.
“No, I am not," answered Pao Ching. “But I want to point out that we can neither run away from him nor offend him. We must compromise."
“How can you compromise with a man like that?"
“I have a plan. I shall make a personal visit to pay my respects to him. I may take Lotus Charm along and she will kowtow to him, to show our respect. If he is a man of intelligence he will understand, and perhaps he will give us his blessing and protection. If he gets unpleasant, then I will be unpleasant. If he wants to fight, then I will fight. What do you think of that, elder brother?"
Useless Fang scratched his head. It sounded better to him that Pao Ching should fight than himself, but he was doubtful of his brother's logic. “Tell me," he asked dimly, “on what pretext will you make this visit to kowtow?"
“You know our professional motto. One is polite before one becomes a realist. In my work I have to put out my hand for a living. I am not ashamed to kowtow when it is necessary. After all, in our profession we kowtow to the Gods and to the prince of hell. So why not to a war lord?" He smiled reminiscently. “Remember that time in Tsingtao when the Governor's concubine took a liking to me. She wanted me to come and sing in her private quarters. If I had done that I would have lost my head. So what did I do?I kowtowed to the sergeant who brought her message. He was flattered and impressed. And he listened to my story with an open heart. I told him that I lived from hand to mouth, that my entire family depended on me for a living, and that I could not afford to keep the engagement. He believed me, and his heart was touched, so he let me go a free man. No, I am not ashamed to kowtow when it is a means to an end. This all may bring good luck to us. But, if the moment arrives when my kowtowing is wasted, then I can use my hand. I can fight with the rest, fight to the end of my life."
“But why not go alone?Why take Lotus Charm with you?"
“I want to take her along to show them that she is still a child, not developed yet into a woman — too young to be a good concubine."
“But old men like young and innocent girls. Experienced women make too many demands."
Pao Ching didn't answer that.
“I shall come with you then," said Useless Fang, but without enthusiasm.
“There is no need. You can stay at home and look after your sister_in_law."
“Look after her!"
“She has to be looked after, elder brother."
Early next morning after Lotus Charm and Pao Ching had left for the Wang mansion with Sergeant Tao, Useless Fang began his task of looking after his sister_in_law. “So," he accused in a grim sarcastic voice, “so it is not enough that you make this innocent child a public entertainer, but now you want to sell her body. Where is your heart, if you have one?"
Mrs. Fang wanted a drink before she answered. But Useless Fang saw her stretch out her hand for the bottle, and reached for it himself. He threw it on the floor where it broke into pieces. Mrs. Fang was shocked. She stood like a statue, her dilated eyes fixed on Useless Fang. She tried to speak, but couldn't. Then she recovered herself. “I brought the child up with my own hands, as if she were my own. I've no grudge against her. But I know girl singers. We should have got rid of her early and made ourselves a little money, and she would be happy with some man. She needs a man. If we'd done that — all of us would be happy. You say I'm wrong. Well — from now on, I wash my hands of it all. I'll have nothing to do with the girl. Fresh water doesn't mix with salt, and that's to the good."
She wagged one flabby finger at Useless Fang.
“But you'll be sorry. You and my husband are spoiling her. If she doesn't give you trouble, just come and dig out my eyes. I know life. Her destiny under the stars is to be an entertainer, and a prostitute. And she'll always be that — a lowly slut. You think I am heartless. Well, let me tell you my heart is made the same way as yours, but my eyes are sharper. I know this girl can't get away from her stars — no other girl entertainer ever did. That's all I have to say. From now on I shut up."
Useless Fang became conciliatory. “If we have patience we can teach her," he said. “She learns her songs quickly. So she can learn other things too."
“No one can change a person's destiny that is ruled by the stars," said Mrs. Fang stolidly. “Have you ever noticed how she walks — wagging her hips to attract men. She doesn't know it, perhaps, but it comes out — her profession."
“That is a stage habit, and she learned it as a child. She does not do it intentionally. I am sure of that."
Mrs. Fang smiled. “Let's have a drink," she proposed. “A drink makes you forget everything. Why worry about other when you can drink." But she was taking to herself. Useless Fang had walked out.
Pao Ching, Lotus Charm, and Sergeant Tao were on their way, in litters provided by Commander Wang. Lotus Charm was deep in thought. She felt she was going into danger, but she did not know exactly what she was facing. This journey had a solemn portent, she was sure. She felt as if she were enduring the horrors of an air raid. You heard the bombs shriek, and you never knew where they struck. You saw people lying dead, but you never saw them die. And there was doubt and weariness. She was tired now, and she felt shrunken like a withered_up bean. And then realism would come. She would move her legs and she felt old and mature. Her body seemed to have swelled into a strange and unfamiliar ripeness, and little pulses she had not noticed before began to beat in strange places of her body. And in her heart the words came that someone wanted her for a concubine. A concubine . . . a grown woman.
Perhaps it wasn't so bad after all. Then she corrected herself. To be a concubine was a lowly occupation. It meant losing face, being an old man's plaything. But really it meant being only one of a few little wives. She was little, after all. And she would have to sleep with a man over fifty. How little she was, and how big he must be. So big he would hurt her. She could already feel his hands on her secret parts, and surely he would have rough whiskers which would tear her flesh. The more she thought of it, the more terrified she became. Perhaps she could kill herself before this dreadful thing happened.
And would she be able to keep on collecting stamps?She wanted a ten_cent Hong_Kong stamp so badly. Perhaps old Wang would get her one?
Ahead was a mighty forest, tall trees close together blocking out the view. There was the house, the great mansion to which she was being delivered like a chicken for sale. And there lived the old man with the lusting eyes, the coarse beard. If she could only fly away like a bird. But she was helpless. Her heart was weeping although her eyes were dry.
The litter seemed to have slowed up. She wanted it to go faster. The sooner all this was over, the better. Resolutely she fought back her tears. She did not want her father to see her weeping.
Pao Ching had given her instructions how to dress — to look like a little girl. She wore an old plain blue gown without trimming, old satin slippers, and no ribbons on her braids. Blue string instead. She had put on no make-up. She looked at herself in the mirror in her pocketbook. Her mouth was thin and pinched; and she looked plain and ordinary. Why did men want her?She was so little and ordinary. Her mother must be right. “Only that bottom of yours is worth anything." She blushed at the thought, and jabbed the mirror back in her pocketbook.
The litter stopped suddenly. They were in a clearing in front of a huge mansion. Lotus Charm stepped out quickly. For an instant she stopped to look at the sky. Somewhere a bird was singing and the trees were a delicious green. The cool air caressed her face. Everything was so beautiful, and yet she was going into a hideous gray nightmare — to be sold to an old man.
She looked at her father's pallid face. He had changed. She sensed how nervous he was, but she noticed that his thick eyebrows were up. That meant he was going to fight. Whenever her father's eyebrows were up like that , she knew he was determined to win. She felt cheered.
They walked through a vast garden, past an artificial miniature mountain topped by a tiny pavilion. There were beautifully kept lawns and great banks of flowers. Butterflies hovered over the borders, some of which were filled with tall red flowers, others crowded with pure white blossoms. And she smelt the perfume of the garden in the soft wind. Although she loved flowers she did not want to look at these. Flowers and torture did not go well together. And sometimes when she came to a flower bed more beautiful than the others, her heart stood still. The flowers were mocking her. The red flowers especially. They reminded her of blood. She moved closer to her father for protection. Her fists were tight white balls, her fingers so taut that they felt as if they would crack any moment.
The sergeant conducted them to an ornate sitting room. Neither of them sat down. They were too tense. Pao Ching had a set smile on his face, under his lifted eyebrows. A muscle was twitching on the side of his face, and he held himself stiff and erect. Lotus Charm stood at his side, her head lowered, her upper teeth biting her lower lip, which had begun to tremble.
The minutes dragged. They seemed to be waiting interminably. Pao Ching wanted to scratch his head, but he didn't like to, in case the war lord arrived unexpectedly and caught him at a disadvantage. In his mind he was going over the things he intended to say. His plan was to kneel the moment Commander Wang made an appearance, and then go right into his story. He knew it all by heart.
There was a noise outside — a rustle. Lotus Charm gave a little cry and moved closer to her father.
“Ssh," he cautioned. “Don't be afraid." The muscle on his face was twitching faster.
Sergeant Tao entered. With him came no dashing Commander Wang, but an old Chinese lady in a black silk dress, leaning on his arm. In her hand she carried a water pipe. Pao Ching took quick notice of the shrunken face, the large mouth and flat head. A typical Szechwan woman.
Sergeant Tao said briefly, “Madame Commander — Boss Fang." Pao Ching was momentarily at a loss. He had expected to meet a man, and here was a woman. Everything he had planned in his mind vanished. Madame Commander looked with great care at Lotus Charm. She put a light to her pipe and smoked noisily.
Now what, Pao Ching asked himself desperately. He could not kowtow to a woman, however high her position, not even to save Lotus Charm. A thought came. He tugged at Lotus Charm's sleeve. She knew the signal. Slowly she went down on her knees before the old woman — and kowtowed.
Madame Commander gave three loud puffs at the pipe. Three times she threw the ashes on the ground in front of Lotus Charm. Lotus Charm kept her head bowed. She saw the ashes on the ground through windows of her tears.
Pao Ching watched and wondered. How could he begin?He saw the old lady rubbing the bowl of her pipe with her hand. Just then Lotus Charm sobbed.
Madame Commander looked coldly at Pao Ching, her small black eyes boring into his. “What's the matter?" she asked in Szechwan dialect. “What goes on here?"
Pao Ching couldn't answer. Sergeant Tao was wagging his head slowly, an expression of disgust on his face.
“I spoke," said Madame Commander, “but no one answers. I said, what goes on?I say now, how does it happen that such a little girl wants to be a concubine?Tell me!" She frowned at Pao Ching; and his face went crimson.
Finally he found his tongue. “Commander Wang wants — "
She cut him short with a shrill demand. “Commander Wang wants what?" She paused, her mouth pursed, and then cracked out like a whip, “If you hadn't tempted him, the commander wouldn't have given her a second thought."
Lotus Charm sprang up. She turned her tear-stained face up to the old woman, and shrieked, “I tempt him. I . . . never."
“Lotus Charm," commanded Pao Ching sharply, “remember your manners."
But to his surprise Madame Commander was laughing. “Commander Wang is a good man." She looked across at Sergeant Tao. “Yes, sergeant." The sergeant grinned.
“And we are good people too, madame," asserted Pao Ching politely.
Madame Commander contemplated her water pipe. She accepted a lighter from the sergeant and lit the noisy bubbling thing. She spoke to Pao Ching, “Well spoken. And remember, no one can look down on you if you do not humble yourself." Then in a loud voice she said, “Sergeant Tao, take them both home." Her pipe was out again. She kindled her lighter and put it to the tobacco.
She seemed to have forgotten them. Pao Ching was overwhelmed. This woman had a heart. She was understanding. She was a great person, but she seemed to have withdrawn herself.
Sergeant Tao broke the silence. “Madame Commander," he said, “they want to thank you." By way of answer Madame Commander made a circle in the air with her glowing pipe lighter — a signal they were to leave, that she did not want to be thanked.
Pao Ching bowed low from the waist, and Lotus Charm did likewise.
And then they were outside in the garden. This time it seemed as if they were in Heaven. This was freedom under the clear sky. The flowers were lovelier than ever, a vast pattern of festival color. Lotus Charm wanted to dance and to sing. When a small yellow butterfly fluttered past her face, she cried out with joy.
Sergeant Tao was smiling too. At the gate Pao Ching asked,“Fellow northerner, what does all this mean?I don't understand."
Sergeant Tao grinned. “when the commmander wants a concubine, he has to get the approval of Madame Commander. She can't stop him having women, but she likes to see that he gets the best. She doesn't want him to have any girl. Particularly one who would infringe on her position as his chief wife and mistress of the mansion. She's smart, she is. She knows she's old and no good for the bed, but she can still rule the house." He chuckled. “She was impressed when your daughter stood up and spoke for herself. That settled it. Madame Commander doesn't want any independent-spirited girls in her house. Now you can go home and not worry any more. But it wouldn't be a bad idea if you sent a present to the commander just to keep him sweet."
“But what shall I send him?"
Sergeant Tao made a ring with his thumb and finger. “Just something."
“How much?" persisted Pao Ching.
“The more the better. Even a little is all right." The sergeant made a ring with his fingers again. “When the commander sees money he'll forget about women."
Pao Ching thanked Sergeant Tao. “When you come to town, please honor us by taking tea," he said. “And be sure I shall not allow you to render me this service without doing something in return."
The sergeant was pleased. He bowed and grasped Pao Ching's hand warmly. “Anything you say, fellow northerner. A pleasure to have been of such small service to you."
Lotus Charm was looking happily over the lovely landscape. The thick woods, the rice fields, and the water buffaloes composed themselves in a striking picture. Everything was green, everything was happy, and she was free.
She thanked the sergeant too, a warm bright child smile on her face. Then she and her father walked slowly down the hill, out of the great forest. Pao Ching sighed. “So now that he is not buying you, we have to buy him. We must give him a present."
“And money isn't easy to come by, either," said Lotus Charm. “How can we give him money when he does nothing in return?"
“But we must do it. If we don't please him, he may make trouble seeing that he has not taken you. As long as we make it we can give him something. I'm glad the matter is settled. I never imagined it would pass off so easily." He laid his hand on her shoulder. “And you played your part nobly. I know that you had to swallow your pride to kneel down to that old woman. But remember what she said:`No one can look down on you if you do not humble yourself.' That was good. Always remember it. Those words are worth millions of dollars."
Lotus Charm was thinking. She did not answer for a while. Then she said, “Father, don't worry about me. I didn't mind kneeling down. It made me feel grown-up. I am getting old fast now, and I can fight for myself. You know, if that old man really had taken me for a concubine I would have bitten his ears off. I would too."
Pao Ching was shocked. “Be not so sure, little girl, and never be proud," he admonished. “Life is full of difficulties, and there are dangers on all sides. Let us remember those words — `No one can look down on you if you do not humble yourself.' We might write them in a ballad and sing it."
They got into the litters that had been following them. When they were halfway down the hill they came upon Useless Fang waiting for them. They got down and walked again, and told him the whole story.
When Pao Ching had finished Useless Fang halted in the middle of the road. “Little Lotus," he cried, “stand still. I must take a good look at you." Lotus obeyed, wondering if her uncle were a little mad. For a long time he looked at her. His eyes ran up and down her figure like caressing fingers. Then he said with a laugh in his voice, “My little Lotus — you are just right. You are like a child, but you are grown-up at the same time. Always be like you are today, and keep your stubborn temperament. Then you will never be a fallen woman, even if you are a drum singer."
Lotus Charm wanted to cry again, for no reason at all.