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- The Drum Singers
17
Marriage had a profound effect on Phoenix Girl. In the short space of three days she had changed miraculously. Lotus Charm was both thrilled and bewildered to see it. How could a girl change so much?When the new Mrs. Tao arrived to pay her first visit to her family, she looked as if she had been completely made over. Her eyes were sparkling, her face radiant and composed in a mold of supreme happiness. Even her body seemed different. Before her marriage when she put on a dress, she had always looked stiff and ill at ease, like a prisoner in fabric; as if the dress were wearing her, not she the dress. Now she was wearing a dress, and filling it. Her breasts showed firm and tight, giving her graceful curves for the first time, and even her long thin arms seemed to have acquired a soft supple grace that was attractive.
But she was still uncommunicative; although Lotus Charm was astonished to hear her use a word to her mother that she certainly would not have used when she was just Phoenix Girl, the drab little daughter of the Fangs. So that's what marriage did. It gave you the right to use bad words, and it made you look attractive. She wrote the thoughts painstakingly on a sheet of paper.
When she and Phoenix Girl were alone she asked her about marriage, and whether she liked it. Phoenix Girl didn't seem to hear. She was looking at herself in the glass, and raising her arms to see how tight her dress was across her newly developed bosom.
Lotus Charm tried hard to study after that, but her heart felt empty. Somehow words were not enough. She wrote out all kinds of questions for Meng Liang.
Then the Tangs arrived in South Warm Springs. They had had money to burn and had taken to bad habits like ducks to water. Fourth Master and Jeweled Lute began to smoke opium, and they taught Little Liu, too.
Opium smoking was really Fourth Master Tang's only pleasure besides obtaining money at someone else's expense. He smoked and smoked, not merely because he liked it, but because he felt it raised his social position. When people in Chungking knew that he was an addict, they said, “That Mr. Tang must have money" — which pleased Fourth Master no end.
So he smoked, and Jeweled Lute smoked, and so did Little Liu. And the more they indulged, the lazier and dirtier they became. Mrs. Tang took over any business that had to be done, but she lacked the necessary charm. She lacked charm so much, in fact, that when people saw her, even the meekest would growl and spit before she had a chance to browbeat them with her fearsome tongue. The Tang business fell away to nothing, and smoking opium in Chungking was expensive. Local officials resorted to blackmail so they too could afford the illegal pleasure. What better way of paying the cost than by blackmailing others who could pay to avoid being thrown into jail. Jeweled Lute had been arrested once. That was enough for her. She made her father pay heavy protection money to keep them all out of jail.
When they returned to South Warm Springs the Tangs were broke. Fourth Master washed his face and changed his clothes, and then went to see Pao Ching. Fourth Master looked like a sick yellow ghost, because of the ravages of the drug habit, but he could still argue and drive a bargain without insulting everyone, which his wife could not. He proposed that the Tangs and the Fangs join together and give shows in the local tea houses for the summer.
Pao Ching did not want to. He was doing well enough. And he was busy setting Meng Liang's new lyrics to music for the next foggy season. To hell with the Tangs. Let them work alone. But still — one day he might really need Little Liu. Useless Fang might not want to play always. He was erratic, and he might get sick. Playing accompaniments was a strain for an older man unaccustomed to work. And Pao Ching himself liked to take it easy. When Fourth Master found him, he was wearing only a pair of loose pants, his broad bronzed shoulders damp with sweat.
When Pao Ching told him that he would have to wait a few days, that he was too busy to think of singing in tea shops, Fourth Master was convinced that Pao Ching was out of his mind. And there was black rage in his heart as he realized how lightly his former associate had brushed him off. He would have to even the score, and get the better of him.
He sent Mrs. Tang to talk with Mrs. Fang. Mrs. Tang was not a diplomat. She bellowed at Mrs. Fang. Was she crazy, too, to sit there and let Lotus Charm and Pao Ching do nothing when they could be earning good money to fill the family rice bowls?How very foolish!
All this, Mrs. Fang flung at Pao Ching when she next saw him. He took no notice, so she repeated what she had said. Still he didn't seem to hear, as he continued setting the new lyrics to music. Finally Mrs. Fang shouted at the top of her voice. Pao Ching put down his manuscript and got up. He hitched his loose pants higher round his waist, and said, “Shut up, will you?Now listen to me for once. Here's what I have to say. The Tangs are not our sort, and I want nothing of them. They smoke opium, we don't. So we can consider ourselves lucky. And consider yourself lucky, too. You haven't given me a son. But do I fight with you over that?Do I want to take a concubine?No!You drink, I don't, so let's stay that way. I want to work on these lyrics, and do some good for China, and I need a rest for my voice. Is that too much to ask?I have to be shouting at people all winter. I made enough money for you to live in comfort, so please allow me to do what I like, and keep that Tang family out of my affairs."
It was a long speech for Pao Ching. Mrs. Fang sat back in her chair, speechless. Her husband hadn't unloaded himself of so much to her for years, not since the early days of their marriage. And he had done it when she was sober, which meant that she had to admit the reason of what he had said. How right he was , so right that it hurt. There was really nothing she could pick on to dispute now she was sober.
Finally she said, “You said I gave you no sons. That's true. But I'm going to adopt a baby boy, and quickly. Then you'll have a son around the house."
Pao Ching didn't answer. When she wasn't watching though, he stuck out his tongue at her. The old fool thinking she could look after a baby. She couldn't even look after herself.
With nothing to do Lotus Charm began seeing a great deal of Jeweled Lute. She had to have someone to talk to. Although Phoenix Girl had never said much, Lotus Charm had talked at her quite a lot. Now she wanted a substitute, and Jeweled Lute was the only girl available.
Besides, she had good reason to see a lot of Jeweled Lute. The other drum singer knew so much about men and love. Lotus Charm plied her with questions about what men did to women. Sometimes Jeweled Lute told her something and somtimes she just laughed. Lotus Charm should find out for herself. Anyhow, Jeweled Lute made things clearer to Lotus Charm's immature mind than did Teacher Meng.
Pao Ching was angry with Lotus Charm for going with Jeweled Lute, but he was too busy with his transcriptions to worry. He told his wife to keep an eye on the girl, but Mrs. Fang was too busy drinking.
Then Phoenix Girl came home. She looked as if she had been run over by a steam roller. Her eyes were dull, her face long and drawn, and she seemed to have aged twenty years.
Lotus Charm could hardly wait to get her alone. “Elder sister, what has happened?" she demanded, shaking Phoenix Girl by the shoulders. “Tell me, is anything wrong?"
Phoenix Girl began to cry. Lotus Charm shook her gently as if to waken her. “Tell me, elder sister, what has happened." Through a mask of tears Phoenix Girl began. “I found out the truth of the old saying about following a dog when you are married to him." She rolled up her sleeves. There were black blotches on her arms. “He beats me." She choked and hid her face in her hands.
“Why?" Lotus Charm was insistent. “Why?"
Phoenix Girl didn't answer.
“Why do you let him?"
Phoenix Girl looked at her with scorn. “Let him, stupid?I am no match for him."
“Then tell father."
“What's the good?Father can do nothing. He is an old man. Besides he's only a drum singer, and I am a drum singer's daughter. What can he do?"
Lotus Charm was shocked. Poor Phoenix Girl. She was given to a man and he beat her, and for her there was no escape. She couldn't earn a living, so she had to put up with it. Suddenly Phoenix Girl gave a low moan. “What is it?" inquired Lotus Charm in tender solicitation. “What is it?"
“And I'm going to have a baby. I know it," mumbled Phoenix Girl. “He's made sure of that." It would not be easy for her to get married again if she had a baby. She made Lotus Charm promise not to tell her father, then fixed her face and went home, holding her head high, even smiling as if to show everyone she was really happy.
Lotus Charm told Pao Ching. He stared at her as if she were telling a lie. It had never occurred to him that such a thing might happen. Since Phoenix Girl had left the house he had hardly given her a thought. And now this sleek young cockerel was beating her. And what could he do about it. He couldn't go and argue with Sergeant Tao. What good could that do?Besides, he might run into unexpected trouble at the Wang mansion. Sergeant Tao might enlist the help of Wang to make things unpleasant for the Fangs. A man who beat his wife was capable of anything. Pao Ching felt helpless.
Then he argued with himself that he had no right to interfere anyhow. But on the other hand perhaps he should.
He would think it over and decide what to do. He warned Lotus Charm not to tell her mother or Useless Fang; and particularly not Jeweled Lute. If the Tangs heard of it, the Fangs would be the laughingstock of the town.
Lotus Charm looked her father full in the face. Her fists were clenched on her hips. “So you are going to let my elder sister be beaten by that young turtle and do nothing about it?"
He reddened. “I didn't say that. But we have to think. There must be a way out."
Lotus Charm was furious. “I'd kick him in the..." she cried angrily. She stamped her foot and added, “Women just don't have any luck. It doesn't matter whether they are virgins or tarts, they all get the dirty end of the stick." And she let go with one of Jeweled Lute's choice epithets.
Pao Ching gasped, and went on his way. So much seemed to have happened since he had been setting Meng Liang's words to new music. How quickly things could happen.
Lotus Charm kept the secret until Teacher Meng arrived to give her her lessons. Perhaps he would have a solution. As an educated man he should know how to combat brute force with intelligence. And when she had told him Lotus Charm added her ultimatum, “I'm not going to study any more, Teacher Meng. Our family is unlucky. It is because we are singers. Why should I waste time when I will never amount to anything. People like us will never have a chance to rise above circumstances."
Meng Liang did not answer for a while. He merely sat staring into the sunshine. Lotus Charm was angry at him for his silence. This, she supposed, was another of those questions he would not answer.
“Lotus Charm," he asked at last, “what are the Chinese people doing now?"
“Why, fighting the Japanese."
“Are they winning?"
“I don't think so but they are fighting."
“Exactly, but why are they keeping on fighting, if they are not doing so well?"
“Because if they don't keep fighting they'll be conquered by the Japanese."
“Exactly. If you are intelligent enough to know these answers you don't have to worry. Now consider how poor our country is, and how weak. But she has fought a war of resistance for three years, and our people are bracing themselves for further struggle, the great fight for life. Now a nation is like an individual, because a nation is made up of individuals. And individuals have the same experiences as nations do. In particular, the struggle for life. The more you struggle to get on, the more difficulties you encounter. You have to make up your mind to surmount all handicaps, or you will never get anywhere. You women are the victims of an antiquated social system, so strong, so enduring that too many of its poisionous practices still exist.
“Take me. I am a playwright and have my problems. You are a woman and you have yours. Women have always been illtreated or ignored in this ancient country. But you want to make something of yourself, so you must fight for your progress. I see woman's position today as that of a girl with bound feet competing with the rest of the world in a track race. But your feet are not bound, nor is your spirit. All that is necessary is to work harder. Your sister got beaten. Why did she get beaten?Because she never tried to make anything of herself. She only knew slavish obedience and honesty to the family system. How could she know that the old forces that degrade a woman can be overcome by the rebellion of women themselves?If we hadn't fought the Japanese we should be overcome now. If you don't fight prejudice and custom you will be overcome."
Lotus Charm thought a long time. Presently she said, “I still don't see the use of studying any more. I suppose I'll get married and get beaten by some no_good man."
Meng Liang laughed impatiently. “Oh no, you won't." He flourished a pencil and scrawled something on a sheet of paper. “Lotus Charm, allow me to draw a new life path for you. I suggest that you go to a real school and study like other girls. You sing in the evening and have all day free. So go to school. Then you will be like a person with one foot in each of two boats, always wise. If you make good progress you can develop into a girl student instead of a girl singer. If you don't, you are still a girl singer who will have greater knowledge than any other. Does that appeal to you?School by day, study by night.
“You see, I want you to be independent, to be able to earn a living if the necessity arises. Imagine how much better Phoenix Girl would be if her parents had taught her a trade. She could have left that low character and earned her rice. She would not have had to marry him in the first place."
“So, if I study I won't have to become another Jeweled Lute?"
“No — no need at all."
“Do you think my parents will let me go to school?"
“I'll talk to them, and I'll persuade your uncle to help."
“But what about my sister?"
“That is a different matter. We've to think of a way. Thought always conquers, but we have to be prudent. At the moment we have won a victory. We have decided that you won't become another Phoenix Girl, nor a Jeweled Lute. Instead, you will be a woman of free China, a new modern woman with a will of her own, and the ability to earn a living. A wonderful prospect."
Lotus Charm decided to be even more diligent in her studies. Every day she would learn a certain number of words before the sun went down. To her the words were as flying red horses that would carry her to a new world — a world where there would be no whores, no opium, no daughters given into the slavery of marriage; a world full of intelligent men like Teacher Meng. She felt important, a piece of young China, rising out of the musty past, moving into a new fragrance of life.
As autumn approached, the Fangs got ready to go back to the city again. But they had lingered too long in South Warm Springs. One afternoon, without warning, a horde of enemy planes arrived and dropped a string of bombs on the village. What they were after no one knew. The village had no military establishment. It was merely a health resort with many houses owned by the rich. But there were rumors that some of these wealthy people owned huge reserves of gasoline which they stored in tanks to sell on the black market when the war was over. And some Japanese spy may have told the enemy that these gasoline tanks were military supplies.
There was the shattering explosion and a toll of human lives, but the gasoline tanks were unhurt.
The Fangs lived on the outskirts of the town by the stream. The raid came so unexpectedly that they had no time to run for shelter. Instead they went into a field and lay flat under a rock by the riverside.
All except Useless Fang. He liked to walk, and he did not like the mosquitoes that flew round the rock in clouds. So he walked on by the side of the stream. When he heard the buzzing of the planes in the sky he looked up placidly and decided that they were on their way to Chungking. Certainly they wouldn't drop anything on South Warm Springs. They made a pretty sight, silver airplanes in a blue sky, with little puffballs of white smoke bursting among them, as the Chungking aircraft began to shoot. Pretty sight. Too bad the gunners never hit the planes. Too bad — someone should do something about that.
The planes went on. Useless Fang sat under his favorite tree. “So it goes on," he thought to himself. “An air raid, more houses destroyed, more people killed. How senseless it all is. When will men learn better?"
Then the planes came back. Useless Fang wondered. Suppose they had come to bomb the town. Perhaps he had better take shelter. But he stood staring at the silver wedge of planes humming through the air. Pretty sight. Strange beauty. The guns never hit them. Better run. They might drop a bomb. Go back to the rock, get out from under the tree. You might get hit.
Useless Fang began to run. He heard the great singing sound of a bomb. He felt the earth shudder with a quivering thud. Then another bomb swished down. The explosion seemed to press in on his ears. He kept running until a huge rock torn out of the ground by the explosion of the last bomb came sailing through the air and struck him in the head.
Pao Ching found his brother a little distance from the tree where he usually sat. Useless Fang lay on his face, his legs sprawled. Pao Ching touched him. “Elder brother, elder brother, wake up." There was no answer.
He turned Useless Fang over. There was no blood, no wound. He was just asleep. He must be — or drunk. Pao Ching picked him up, and supported him against his knee. Useless Fang's head lolled over as if his neck were made of rubber.
Pao Ching still could not believe his brother was dead. He sniffed at his breath. But Useless Fang's lips were set and cold, there was no breath, and his hands were wet and limp as a fish.
Lotus Charm came up then, and burst into tears. Pao Ching put his brother gently on the grass, and fanned at the flies which dived down to settle on the dead face. “Elder brother, elder brother, why did it have to be you. . ."
Lotus Charm told her mother, and soon the whole family was weeping. Then came the neighbors to weep, out of politeness to the Fangs. They gathered in a group round Pao Ching who stood like a statue over the body of his brother. His eyes were bright and dry, but his face was racked with grief. He could not move or speak.
And it had to be Useless Fang, the brother who had lived on him for so long, who always came to his rescue in an emergency. The brother who was so intelligent, who was so honest and so helplessly critical, the great musician — the learned one. Poor Useless Fang. His only worry had always been to die away from his native town. And now here he was stricken in this remote mountain region far from home.
The sun had long gone down, and the moon was now high in the bleak dark sky. The neighbors had gone home, but Pao Ching still stood over the body of his brother. Shortly before morning, Lotus Charm approached her father and tugged at his sleeve. “Come home, father," she whispered. “Let us take him away."